or rather it sounds like it should look a lot like Christmas soon.
WE’RE ALMOST THERE PEOPLE:hold on.
I’m determined to make this week full of not only Christmas Spirit but optimism. Fuck my life that I need to apply to colleges, and figure out where I want to go- but really… I love my life, and the people in it. Those people who are incredibly smart, caring and happy. This isn’t my job to ruin their happiness with my depression and confusion. IT’S ALMOST FUCKING CHRISTMAS, THEN I’M 18, AND THEN COMES 2010.
So what is there not to smile about?
I really do mean it, my best friend got into Colby today- early decsion so it’s great to know where she’ll be- giving me a bit of clarity in life (for once). Today Nick and I came here and played Bananagrams- I owned of course because I’m fucking amazing at that game. I most likely have homework to do… no thanks! I’m really happy and ummmm ya…
where I honestly can’t even begin to imagine my life without my best friends. I have spent almost every day with my best friend Justine since I was two, likewise with Emily since I was eleven. I can’t imagine it. I don’t want to. I’m content. I’m happy. DON’T DO THIS TO ME. Fuck I can’t go to college.